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you were but a ghost in my arms
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Jul. 14th, 2005 @ 04:31 am (no subject)
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
tune im getting crunk to: the eels-flower
wow, david is using his livejournal, imagine that shit. im going to start keeping up with this thing again.

i hate my goddamn wasted life, there is so much that ive done that i regret, so much ive let go, so much i never did that i should have. im just glad i finally climbed out of the bottle to actually deal with the shit. im a stronger person now, no more happy, but stronger. everything has just spun so far out of control to the point where i dont know whats going on around me at all anymore. i wake up in the morning and have to fight for a reason to get out of bed. i just want to be happy again...I HATE MY WASTED LIFE

"life is a clay urn on the mantle, and i am scattered on the floor"
-agalloch ...and the great cold death of the earth
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Mar. 26th, 2005 @ 01:38 am list of things to do
i have to get a job
i have to stop listening to so much fucking goregrind
i have to smoke more
i have to stop being so unhappy
wow, this list fucking sucks, just like my spring break
well, im done complaining
holler at me.
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Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 10:28 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
tune im getting crunk to: suffocation, throne of blood
sorry i havent updated in a while i usually cant stand to be in the house for too long so i usually dont get on the computer. we have a show coming up on the 30th so if any of you are 21 or older hit us up at the rocking horse. im in one of those moods where i just wish everything would burn down to a smoldering rubble and all the cute furry animals would explode leaving giant heaps of gore. aint that a fuckin pretty picture? if anyone wants to hang out over spring break give me a call
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Mar. 7th, 2005 @ 10:09 pm its dead
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
tune im getting crunk to: intense hammer rage, homesick abortion
my CAR FUCKING DIED!!! the station wagon of good times is fucking dead, may it rest in pieces. this sucks so many good memories
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Feb. 13th, 2005 @ 01:43 am (no subject)
Current Mood: tiredtired
tune im getting crunk to: depeche mode, waiting for the night
all work and no play makes david a dull boy. i need a drink
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Feb. 8th, 2005 @ 10:52 pm (no subject)
tune im getting crunk to: dimmu borgir, irradication instincts defined
something is troubling me and i have no idea what it is, that is soooo fucking annoying. i really want to get pierced or tattooed right now
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Feb. 1st, 2005 @ 11:24 pm (no subject)
my tat got started today but it isnt done yet, its gonna take at least 5 or 6 more sessions but it is hella cool
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Jan. 31st, 2005 @ 11:04 pm (no subject)
picking up the demo on wednesday, very soon after we will be selling them for 5 bucks a piece(to cover recording costs and what not) if you are interested in getting one let me know or go to our website at www.entropymetal.tk
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Jan. 25th, 2005 @ 08:39 pm im fucking bored
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
tune im getting crunk to: dimmu borgir, kings of the carnival creation
Hello my name is_______.
I ________ David.
David is _______.
Me + David are _______.
I wish me + David were ______.
If I were alone in a room with David , I would _______.
I want David to know that I __________.
I think David should _________.
David needs to _________.
I want to ____________ David .
Someday David will ________.
David reminds me of _______.
Without David I would _______.
Memories of David are ________.
David can be __________.
The worst thing about David is _________.
The best thing about David is _________.
David Loves _________.
I am ________ with David .
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Jan. 25th, 2005 @ 08:34 pm what do you think
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