wow, david is using his livejournal, imagine that shit. im going to start keeping up with this thing again.
i hate my goddamn wasted life, there is so much that ive done that i regret, so much ive let go, so much i never did that i should have. im just glad i finally climbed out of the bottle to actually deal with the shit. im a stronger person now, no more happy, but stronger. everything has just spun so far out of control to the point where i dont know whats going on around me at all anymore. i wake up in the morning and have to fight for a reason to get out of bed. i just want to be happy again...I HATE MY WASTED LIFE
"life is a clay urn on the mantle, and i am scattered on the floor"
-agalloch ...and the great cold death of the earth